Happy New Year! 2020 was a year of outside chaos and confusion. 2020 was an eye opener to a lot of things. It was a world shaker. I realized how hurt we really are as spiritual beings having a human experience. Yes, we are all having an experience that is personally ours. But what did 2020 really show you without the outside chaos and distractions?
For me, 2020 was a year of sitting down and dealing with a lot of internal conflicts, if you allowed yourself to see it. For me personally sitting at home was hard but rewarding. I had to sit with the things I hid in my closet. The things I didn’t or wasn’t ready to deal with. But the universe has a way of stopping you in your tracks and just giving you a chance to figure out what the hell you want to do with your life.
I had to sit with myself and figure out my baggage. Going a little deeper into what was really important and what wasn’t important. Who was really for me and who wasn’t. I had to figure out where my pain was coming from and what needed to be said out loud and not just in my head. Learning to forgive the people that wanted me to play small and hurt me. Plus forgive myself
2020 was a big eye opener to relationships that were built on false foundations, to letting go of family because we aren’t jelling. I had to be honest with myself on where I wanted my life to go, and reviewing what got me where I am now. It was a lot! But I’m grateful for the whole year of self discovery.
I’m learning my worth, self love, my own values, and morals, and what is truly important in life. All of this ties into my inner child needing space to express herself but also to feel safe and protected with doing it. I’m learning that my families values and morals are not what I want in my life. What the social norm or trend is not who I am. And that’s ok. I’m learning to go with the natural flow of my soul. To embrace my light and my weird.
2021 and beyond is a time for you to embrace your light and enjoy life. Redefine what normal is. Be the outcast and know that your soul tribe is out there.
Make 2021 a year of reconnection to self and embracing your light.
With love my friends… Take care